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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Futility

I put my hand to the plow of mixed emotions

The causeless causes my heart goes to misplace my devotion

To say I’ll live and die for nothing would cause a commotion

But what else can this be christened when I’m running through motions

If providence never smiled upon this venture

I’ve wasted love labors on disappointing adventures

Reality’s inevitability is the suspension

Of all my carefully crafted and contrived intentions

-Bean, 7/25/04

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